Saturday, December 28, 2024

Yael Deckelbaum & Geva Alon - A Kid in Me


A warm and comforting light amidst the darkness.


Things are happening, people are marching, filling every city square
I try to blend in to find myself among them, but I'm lost somewhere
There's a tragic beauty in the way they move like birds out there
I wake up hoping it was just a nightmare that I dreamed

There's a voice of peace that lights my road
A kid in me that never grows old

A lot of things to be upset about when seeing what goes on
but I got enough anxieties to handle on my own
The garden needs my tending and my woman needs me to lean on
I'm not that strong but still I hope that I'll survive the coming storm

'Cause there's a voice of peace that lights my road
A kid in me that never grows old

And it hurts like hell 
When I can't hear his voice
It's a fire that burns
Through my body and soul
And it hurts like hell
When I can't hear his voice
There's a kid in me
And he never grows old
No he never grows old.


Saturday, December 14, 2024

Korin Elal - To Live


The world isn't the same without Korin Elal in it. I was actually thinking of posting this song before I heard of Korin's death after battling cancer. I listened to it quite a lot in the past year, the lyrics piercing in me more than before, not to mention the unforgettable melody. It's a song of radical vulnerability and Korin never shied away from who she was or what she felt. She will be dearly missed.

I don't want to fall
Into a moment of vanity, a moment of foolishness
I don't want you
Shooting words without meaning
I don't want a stormy sea again
Without ebb or flow

I don't want road dust
Hiding my steps
I don't want to be silent
Afraid of my words
I don't want to burn forever
Without water on my face

I just want you
A bird hanging on a strong
Of love, to live
And not to die

I don't want sunsets
While the sun is still shining
I don't want to know
Why good turns into bad
I don't want to sleep alone
In a cold bed

I just want you
A bird hanging on a string
Of love, to live
And not to die

Saturday, November 30, 2024

Ziv Shachar feat. Shazamat - Day After Tomorrow



It's your birthday
Today
So I sent you a flower bouquet
And I laughed
At myself
A cliché of living in a movie 

Romance like in the movies
An hour and a bit from Tel Aviv
Givat Halfon
White night
When is the day after tomorrow

I'm tired
I miss you
And I'm sick of the smell
I find in my pocket
A snack for Sig
You sent a video of him barking

I drove straight into the mud
Just not to hear or see
The street, the routine
They're already in the day after tomorrow

And it's scary
To remember
How I swallowed the lie
That someone
Cares for me too
I could sleep peacefully then
How I found comfort
In the earth that shook
It feels strange
I don't fall asleep
I'll wake up the day after tomorrow

I went with good reasons
I don't remember most of them anymore
And I try not to hate
But the love is already dead
There's a dead end at the end
I don't feel anything anymore
Another gray day
A white night
Until the day after tomorrow

Thursday, October 17, 2024

Jimbo J with Orit Tashoma and Avraham Lagasa - In the Place Where I Live


IndieCity is back, and this season is dedicated to the Gaza Envelope. Seven music videos were filmed at various places in the Gaza Envelope and one in Hostages Square in Tel Aviv. Check them all out here. "In the Place Where I Live" is taken from Jimbo J's latest album, which was completed just before October 7th and features texts about his life in Kibbutz Or HaNer (just outside of Sderot). Since filming this clip, he's returned to the kibbutz with his family, to the same beautiful landscape but to a very different reality. I've been thinking a lot about the families in the Gaza Envelope. In many cases, the parents grew up somewhere else but fell in love with the landscape, the laid-back atmosphere, and the opportunity to live in a community with like-minded neighbors. How aware were they of the threat from Gaza? Up until October 7th, there was a common saying that life in the area was 99% heaven and 1% hell, a peaceful life that was sometimes interrupted by a heavy round of rockets during which families often packed up and left for a quieter place in the country, usually for about a week or so. The biggest threat was tunnels leading into Israel but that had been solved by the IDF's above-and-bellow-ground barrier, and in any case, families were reassured that they were being protected by the army. Amir Tibon, who moved to Kibbutz Nachal Oz with his wife in 2014 and started a family there, describes in his moving memoir "The Gates of Gaza" not just his father's heroic journey to rescue his family on October 7th but also how life was in the kibbutz dating back to its founding in 1953. The book also gives a clear-eyed account of Israel's (and specifically Netanyahu's) relationship with Hamas and what led to this sense of quiet and security. It's still not clear how things will develop in the South, and in the North, but I doubt that families living by the border will be reassured again by "quiet will be answered with quiet".

*English subtitles are available in the video's settings

Sunday, October 6, 2024

Efrat Gosh - To See the Light


In memory of the beautiful souls ruthlessly murdered on October 7th. This heartbreaking video first aired about two weeks after the massacre when the fate of so many festival-goers was still unclear. Ofir Tzarfati, who was celebrating his 27th birthday at the festival, was declared dead in late November and on December 1st the IDF announced that it had rescued his body from Gaza. Ruth Peretz, 16, born with cerebral palsy and muscular dystrophy, was a fixture at music raves and was confirmed dead after many days of uncertainty. Inbar Heyman, 27, volunteered at the festival as a "helper", assisting those who felt unwell. In December her family was informed of her murder in captivity. Mia Schem, 22, was released in late November and has said that she can't begin her recovery until the remaining hostages return home, a statement echoed by other hostages who were released. 
Although this beautiful song wasn't released as a memorial song, it quickly became one and was often played on the radio on quiet days after terrorist attacks and at memorial ceremonies. Because of the lyrics, up until October 7th it was often associated with surviving the Holocaust and the forest that I would see in my mind when listening to it was in Eastern Europe. Now I see in my mind the Reim forest and when I listen to the lyrics I think of the hostages in the tunnels yearning to be free. We won't be able to see the light until they will be able to see the light.


For I saw my path disappear
In a tangled forest, among grove walls
And in the bleeding ground
My feet were planted, struck roots

And for a moment I could hear
Leaves teaching their song
And I wanted to rise high
To bloom with them

I knew the drops of the rain
Gathering inside me, falling under me
And the cold and desperate wind
Froze me, weighed on me

And for a moment I could touch
The edge of the gray pain
And I wanted to rise high
To see the light
To see the light

They say the sky is blue above us
Full of lights
Maybe one day I too will be able to see
To see

And I fell to the ground, silently
I closed my eyes, I sealed my heart
And I felt how I was breaking down
From all my pain, from all my loneliness

And for a moment I could run away
Like a feather on a bird's wing
And I managed to rise high
To see the light
To see the light

Thursday, October 3, 2024

Peer Tasi - What Tomorrow Will Bring


It's not exactly a joyous new year. Yesterday afternoon right before heading out to the family Rosh Hashana dinner news broke that eight IDF soldiers had died in battle in Lebanon while fighting Hezbollah operatives and later in the evening we learned more about the victims who were murdered in Tuesday's terror attack at a light rail station in Jaffa. Of course, the main topic of conversation at the dinner was Iran's heavy missile attack and where it had caught us. I was at my mom's place and when the sirens began we headed with our two dogs to the stairs, trying to calm them down. They had gotten used to a siren here and there but could sense that this was clearly different. I bumped into a neighbor I always chat with and we settled into our usual small talk as if we were just waiting for the elevator and not taking cover from missiles. "They better not start with this again tomorrow, I have so much cooking to do!" she said, and at that moment I felt that things were going to be okay. As Peer Tasi sings, who knows what tomorrow will bring, we can only hope for the best and take comfort in being with our loved ones. Here's to a much better year ahead. ♥

Don't be afraid to just jump into the water
And keep one close friend
And wherever you go I'll call it home
So I live on almost every street

Don't just try to hide the longing
It will eat us from the inside
Minute by minute and then week by week
It comes when you're not waiting

I would take everything to my lungs
In the middle of the night, I'm in the lights
I just wanted to hug you
Because who knows what tomorrow will bring
I would walk even barefoot on thorns
Find you among millions of people
I just wanted to hug you
Because who knows what tomorrow will bring

To learn to fly like a bird in the sky
And to see beyond the picture
To ride on the imagination like a bicycle
To feel like for the first time

Maybe I look a bit tough on the outside
It passes slowly with the years
Minute by minute and then week by week
It comes when you're not waiting

I would take everything to my lungs
In the middle of the night, I'm in the lights
I just wanted to hug you
Because who knows what tomorrow will bring
I would walk even barefoot on thorns
Find you among millions of people
I just wanted to hug you
Because who knows what tomorrow will bring

Saturday, September 21, 2024

Pablo Rosenberg and Gal Toren - Changes in the Weather


I thought of this clip recently which is taken from Pablo Rosenberg and Gal Toren's very successful show 'Trip after the Army'. In the first season they followed in the footsteps of young Israelis just out of the army who traveled to India, and in later seasons they went to South America and Japan, always combining their curiosity for new places with humor and their love for singing with people. In the 5th season they traveled throughout the country and this clip was filmed in Rehaniya, a Circassian town near the border of Lebanon. In the episode the mother explains that they are Muslims who make an effort to preserve their Circassian heritage - at school, the kids learn Circassian, Hebrew, Arabic, and English. While they preserve their Circassian culture they are also part of Israeli society and Pablo and Gal chose to sing this Shlomo Artzi classic after hearing from the mother how much she loves him, and also after she told them about her late husband who passed away three years earlier. I love everything about this clip but it's painful to realize that visiting Rehaniya is unthinkable today, a situation that needs to be changed though no one can guarantee that this new stage of escalation we're in will really bring life back to normal in Rehaniya and in other towns in the north.


An excellent translation of the full version by Moshe Kaye, taken from LyricsTranslate:

Changes in the weather have caused me to think
that in addition I am also sad about you
near the house that was my home, they have paved a road
I know, something here changes.
Here is a cloud,
similar to other clouds that already passed by and despite it all I still see shapes

Once I would come close
with all my body for your kisses,
I would come to you, to learn everything.
Once there were with me other people
I am left with only their names
the sea also wipes away names - written in the sand.
but now I know, 
that despite it all you are with me,
and together, the two of us together, were born.

Changes in the people have made me think
that besides you I don't have anyone to love
near the house that was my home, they have paved a road
I know something about good and evil.
Here is the sea
Similar to another sea, and another sea and thus it will continue.
There is always the sea, there is always a boat.

Once I would come close...

That which you said and which you didn't made me think
That our words are meeting.
Near the house that was my home, they have paved a road
They gave it a name, they always give names.
Here you are also
Sometimes you are similar to the sea, and sometimes no
Sometimes you are there, sometimes you are here

Once I would come close...